asophia1

Sup playas

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 15:36:59 GMT

Havent been on here in a god-damn-ass-fucking long time.

How's tricks.

I decided to post because i vaguely remember something Lou said about getting my ass back in check and making regular posts. So here I am, kickin' it off with an update.

(yes, btw, i know youre going to read this and shit, but dont bother to comment becuase I will delete it without bothering to read it. You know who you are.)

(not you, louise. LOL. because I know youll be all "HUH WHAT HUH")

In other news I have developed undying love for the following:
-Bam Margera
-M. Shadows (and the rest of Avenged Sevenfold)
-Coke Bottle Gummies
-Coconut Water w/ Pulp
-alinutaceasadik ~~(ohwaitialreadylovedher)~~
-Breathe Carolina
-Wine/Champagne
-The Watchmen
-The Sims 3
and then there's my love for GeeWay that was already developed last time I was here.........

ANYWHO this summer is gonna be a total blast. First I go to Nebraska from the 24th-29th for an alcohol-filled, borderline-redneck wedding, and the day after I get back ALI ARRIVES! Here's some of the fun stuff we're gonna do together:
-Baltimore Inner Harbor
(which includes the Aquarium, Hard Rock Cafe, ESPN zone, Science Center and other outrageously fun shit)
-Washington DC
(Basically just sightseeing, but the highlight of the day will be the Spy Museum, the Smithsonian(maybe.) and the Museum of Natural History. I refuse to go to the Air & Space center. That shit is boring.)
-Lazer Tagging?
(i just thought of that one now)
-Columbia Mall / Arundel Mills Mall
(where we will eat chick-fil-a, Five Guys Burgers & Fries, Maggie Moo's, and Chipotle, and then shop at Spencer's and Hot Topic)
-Eat Burmese Food that my Dad makes
-Chill at my place
-WARPED TOUR
-Bethany Beach.

Sounds like assloads of fun, no?

And THEN in July I'm probably going to the beach with various people throughout the month, but on the 29th I'm seeing GREEN DAY IN CONCERT

and in AUGUST I'm gonna go to England to meet Louise and Lisa and see all my family.

ITS ONE HELL OF A SUMMER IF YOU ASK ME.

that's all for now.

HALP

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 18:49:40 GMT

Someone please teach me how to make AIM and MSN buddy icons. I have some GeeWay ones I'd love to make.

THANKTH IN ADVANTH.

Kill me.

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 01:26:04 GMT

So, my ex.
Now-ex.
Sean.
He dumped me for another girl about a week ago.
I don't really care, I guess.
Yes I do.
...No, fuck that. I don't.
Yes...I do.

I feel so pathetic, he likes someone else now. Trina, his best friend-who-also-likes-him. And it hurts so much. What did I do? Was I too easy for him? Was I too boring? Too young? Either way... He's moved on. Why can't I? I mean, I miss having a boyfriend... I miss the affection... I miss his fucking gorgeousness (I mean that kid was fucking gorgeous. He is... freaking... stunning.)... but I don't miss HIM, per say. Well, I do. I don't know.

I miss the things we did, too. Like, how we'd hold each other, tease each other, kiss, talk, touch. But we moved so fast. Abnormally fast. Within a month we were... He'd seen me mostly naked. Was this my mistake, my naiivety, or him, taking advantage of me? I loved every second. He said he did too. I believed him.
Was I so wrong in that?

Sat, 31 May 2008 12:50:49 GMT

I miss Laura.
Get on MSN soooon. *sad*

I hate my parents.

Mon, 26 May 2008 15:23:30 GMT

Don't we all?
Fuck this.
I just had a loooong chat with them because they've been in my room and under my bed, thus finding some NC-17 frerard/frikey/bray material.
Now, my DAD had to talk to me about this.
They had to do this whilst I was eating breakfast, as well.
He even said "It's normal for you to be exercising curiosity on the subject."
I can't wait to move out.
If anyone in the world right now feels like shit, it's me.
Now, my computer time is limited to 2 hours a day.
I hate them, I fucking hate them so much.
And if I don't follow this rule, I get no computer whatsoever for three weeks.
This is going to ruin my summer.
They're also making me play a sport, which I hate. I can't stand sports, leave me alone.
They said that I'm not "exhibiting healthy behaviors" or "trends" and that they only want what's best.
Yeah? Well if you want what's best, don't drive me to slit my wrists.
Maybe next time I'll show them the scars.
xx.

Boo.

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 02:33:07 GMT

OW!!!!!!!!!

...I just bit my cheek.

Ow.
...
*dissapperates*

SOMEONE

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 17:09:17 GMT

Anybody with an AIM or MSN account PLEASE
Talk to me. About anything. I am bored out of my tree,

AIM: Minkeyrosie

MSN: alexdiva1@hotmail.com

Journal.

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 16:54:09 GMT

So, I have an update of my life.
I have a new favorite movie, Alexander, with Jared Leto. I found it sortof ironic because I'm named after Alexander the ~~not-so~~ Great.
Though after watching the movie, he wasn't that great as a person, but a brilliant leader, and homosexual, apparently. Not so different from me, minus the brilliant leader part. And that I'm bi, not gay.
I'm watching it as I type this, Jared really is beautiful in this movie.

"No, like a dear listening in the wind you strike me still, Alexander. You have eyes like no other. I sound as stupid as a school boy, but you're everything I care for. And by the sweet breath of Aphrodite I'm so jealous of losing you to this world you want so badly."
"You'll never lose me, Hephaistion. I'll be with you always. 'Til the end."

*dreamy sigh*. But people don't really talk like that, do they? No one confesses their love for one another like that anymore. Oh, what I would give to hear someone speak words such as those to me.

SEVEN DEADLY SINS: I'm really sorry that I'm too lazy to update that, just been feeling under the weather lately. Not quite up for anything, even though I live stalking the communities.

Why I'm feeling under the weather? Well...
1. My cycle has me backaching and having awful cramps, random fucking stomachaches throughout the day and I'm an emotional wreck with no energy.
2. I want someone. So badly. And... I suppose I try to tell this person, but it's only through the way I've always been acting. I can't tell them, really, how I feel. But... I suppose I can use my alter ego to tell them. I already have, I suppose. I don't know. It's so confusing I can't explain it. I'm scared. I can't. I've already hurt them... and the reason...? It was stupid. I regret it. But I tell myself not to. I tell myself I don't. But I'm not sure, not really. So close, yet so far...
3. Boys, boys, everywhere, and not one decent enough to date. I don't find anyone attractive anymore.
There are those boys that you see on the bus, or at the mall, and you're completely stunned, but you do nothing. They're everywhere.
There are those boys that will always be there, always around, and you'll always have a crush on them. Nothing. Will ever. Happen.
There are those boys that are perfect boyfriend material, but they're your best friends. Scratch them off the list now, 'cause there's no way in hell you're ever getting close to them. Either you don't like the way they look, or they don't like you.

I'm feeling so crappy. And lonely. And... shitty.

"Hello...
Is there anybody out there...?
Just nod if you can hear me...
Is there anyone at all...?"

RANT - Cleaning people.

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 16:41:10 GMT

Cleaning people.

What the HELL is up with them?! They clean your house, okay, that shit is all well and good. But, let me list the problems and go into detail.

1. You must clean, before they clean.

2. They DO NOT. SPEAK. ENGLISH.

3. Obnoxious much?!

4. “Where the hell did I put it…?”

5. WHY THE HELL WON’T THE MICROWAVE WORK?!

And here we go.

1. You must clean, before they clean. This is what I have to do. My mom makes me clean my room before the cleaning people arrive. WHY?! Their JOB is to clean my house. Mom says “No, sweetie, it’s your mess and your job.” Yes, mom, it is my mess. But do I get paid for it? NO! Why should I clean when we HIRE people to clean!? For serious!

2. Mexican Cleaners. Keep in mind I have NOTHING against anyone Mexican, or people that don’t speak English. But it’s just so frustrating, man! If we tell them to not clean something, or not go somewhere, they go “OKAY!” and CLEAN IT ANYWAY. NO means NO in EVERY language!

3. I will be on a completely different floor of the house from them. That is how I stay out of their way. BUT, of course they have to turn on their Spanish radio, BLASTING because they’re (apparently) deaf, in my large echoing house. I have no idea what the Spanish radio is broadcasting, but I know they’re fucking annoying. I also think they are annoying because of the following: They CAN NOT. SHUT UP. They scream “POR QUE?!” at one another ALL THE TIME. From across an entire floor of the house. Sometimes I think they’re not really Spanish and are just yelling that at each other to piss me off. Well you know what? IT WORKED.

4. Now, this is what I say to myself after they come to my house. They will move my things around. THE STUFF THAT IS PUT AWAY! They GO THROUGH MY STUFF. That is intrusive, my friends, and I. Don’t. Like it! They will also throw away things I need. Anything I leave out is automatically trash to them.

5. This time, they broke our microwave when cleaning it. None of the buttons work. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO EAT, HERE?! Oh, wonderful. My microwave is clean, but I can’t use it!

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That’s all for now, folks.

-Alex. Trying to heat up food somehow.

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 15:45:16 GMT

Yeah. It's my birthday. Whoo.

I've got food poisoning from this shitty crab from Tio Pepe's. It was cold. Remind me again why I ate it? Please?
I have a rant written about cleaning people. It's on my other computer though and I'm bed-ridden.
I hate being sick, but dude, i'm sick all the fucking time.
Sucks though, i'm rather unhappy with that story now.
Took it too far, it seems. Ending it soon.

Uhm yes. ME = goin to sleep, be back sooneth.

<3 loveth.
Ps.
I love Frankie. Hope you fuckers know that. (Oh, shit, is it only Gerard that's allowed to say that to you? Fuck...)
Whatever. I still love her.
Alot.

RANT

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 17:36:02 GMT

My first rant. Be proud, y'all.

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!
I was so bored today (I'm violently sick) that i actually started to play SPYRO for GameCube. That's right. I'm a video game nerd.
What i didn't realise is that this particular game would drive me off the edge like NOTHING ELSE!!!

Let me set the scene:

You're in the gorgeous land of...dragonland, and you're prancing through the meadow happily with your little dragonfly pal, Sparkz. You're perfectly content, and then, oh, what? I have to save Dragonland from the Riptoc? It's up to me to save this magical world of bliss and happiness? And I have to protect the dragonflies too? Oh, JOY!!!

And so, you go on to collect your powers, and fry sheep, and collect gems. But here's something that bothers me:
SPYRO IS STILL HAPPY. What in the HELL is there to be happy about? I mean, he's sitting there, staring at me and singing. WHAT IS THERE TO BE SINGING ABOUT, SPYRO? THE FATE OF YOUR WORLD RESTS ON YOUR SHOULDERS!!! And he just stares back at me, happily, of course. I want to just say "Oh, no pressure there, go right ahead, prance your way carefree and lightly throught your CHALLENGE OF DOOM!!!"

And so, once I get over this, (With the help of coke zero, of course) I go on to complete my first task. This task is called the "Fire Breath Challenge" and in order to even OPEN the challenge i have to make my way by jumping, gliding, and hovering onto this rediculously high ledge.
Problem #1:
Spyro has issues jumping and hovering sometimes. I'll go off the ledge, jump and glide, and then when I'm at the point where I'm needing to hover, I do so, but Spyro can't seem to make it those three centimeters higher to get onto that god-forsaken ledge, NOR does he attempt to even hold on to said ledge. I'm sorry, but this is a team-fucking-effort, and he deffinetly isn't pulling his weight. So, I must go back around Dragonland (I usually get lost) and find where the place i jump off to is, to just try jumping again and hovering onto that damned ledge.

Problem #2:
Now, I've gotten onto the ledge for the n'th time and I'm running through the stakes that let me begin the challenge. I must run through Dragonland, and get these eight scarecrows on fire. Sounds easy enough, right?
WRONG. Spyro, sometimes, will miss ledges, taking extra time, or run into things, and makes him go "OW!" like a sissy little girl, taking time. There is a time limit given, my dear friends, and it is nowhere near the time amount I need. The scarecrows are placed sparcely throughout Dragonland, and it is a motherfucking big place.
This task is also the only thing I can do to advance in this game. And I swear to god, it is physically impossible to complete.

So, my dear livejournalers, I warn you, before ever playing any version of Spyro...

...Ask a nearby mental institution if they have any room.

Love,
Alexxx.

P.S. Wish me luck, as I go back into the depths of Dragonland.

Writer's Block: I Rock The Microphone

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 13:56:00 GMT

What song makes you rock the karaoke mic?

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Hoobastank, The Reason. No one can beat me out on that one, fuck yeah!

That, and Somebody Told Me. The Killers. I rock the fuck out, man.

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 05:39:07 GMT

Hey...
Is anybody there?
I just want to talk, I feel rediulously lonely...And sick...
If you're there, please talk to me...

Thanks.
xxx

Help, please.

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 10:43:04 GMT

Someone please help me...

I'm having those awful thoughts again...

I really need to stop feeling so sick, but I just don't know how.

Please, someone, help me.

Fri, 26 Oct 2007 13:21:04 GMT

READERS:

Computer = Crashed.

ALL ENTANGLED MINDS FILES = GONE.

every. last. one.
AND all the songs i wrote. Including ones i never posted and was ~~never~~ going to.

So, Chapter eleven (which i had written half of) = GONE.

I must re write it, and try to remember what i did, because i seem to have gotten massive writers block anyways.
And i feel lonely.

Fucking computer.

Much love to everyone.

Nebraska...

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 02:24:54 GMT

Everyone?!

THURSDAY TO SUNDAY NIGHT:

Me = Vacationing. If I'm lucky I'll get some good writing done, but this means I probably most likely won't have internet access until monday.

pansyxlove - SO SORRY... will give you your b-day prezzie when i get back!

Ididnotdoitokay - Take good care of Gee! Will miss you soooooo much like you wouldnt believee!!! (tell Gee-baby i love him so much and that i'm basically dying without himmm) (and mikey that i said hi.) (and frank that its okay i forgive him) <- dont mind that, other people. Its all an inside joke.

KeenQueen1316 - Will miss you so much lovie! talk to you when i return, i promise!

unspoken0dreams - I hate that we keep missing each other, will talk to you when i get back.

shutupandplay3 - Baby, sorry i have to go! Like you have no idea. I want back in the hotel room!

And to the rest, who all matter soo muchhh! Thanks again for being the wonderful people that you are.

I LOVE YOU <333 *kisses on cheeks* (Yes, Ali, the ones with faces)

Babes, Leave nice long comments for me. Please?!

MISSING YOU, THINKING OF YOU ALL (is sad that she's not with you)